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GIVING BIRTH: don’t know what you believe in, but I believe in working my ass off!

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Some personal thoughts, feelings - to be more precise, I decided to spread publicly, in order to hopefully find the starting point. I’m again at the creative process and it’s fucking killing me. No stars - No censure. That’s exactly how it’s supposed to be regarding to the present state of mind.

Fresh January (2013) remix by Cirrus tributing Bonobo [The North Borders] on AFROgliuck’sNoizeWave:

Since my article (I’m supposed to be writing at the moment) isn’t moving towards the realization of it at all and is completely lost in translation, this blog post just reached the stage of pure monsoon / craziest tropical rain people have ever seen like flood of my driving-crazy-creative-process expression.

this was my facebook status I posted 2 minutes ago: “yeah, well that’s how it kinda goes: looong and ever tiring pregnancy. trance. birth. at least that’s how in the most of the cases it’s supposed to eventually end up.”

so, here are some just found useful brilliant thoughts, that can always be used and followed instead or meanwhile my piece of brilliancy is still on the way to be born.

- Believe in your fucking self. Stay up all fucking night.
- Work outside of your fucking habits. Know when to fucking speak up.
- Good things come to those who work their ass off and never give up.
- Go and fucking find your inner demons.
- Never give up or let someone else make decisions which are supposed to be yours.
- If they don’t like you as the skinny girl you are, try to be a fucking plus-size.
- If life gives you a lemon make sure there is tequila around.
- If being number 14 in the world sucks work harder and become number one.
- If you want to hide go and hide in a fucking smart way.
- If you are going crazy. Don’t worry. Your mind is way too complex to keep it healthy.
- If you don’t want to show your face show your feet.
- Don’t fit in. Fit better.
- They don’t believe in your idea? Ignore it and take the challenge.
- Take pictures of yourself no fucking matter how you look, anyway you are just doing it to prove you are alive.
- You are the result of 4 billion years of evolutionary success. Fucking act like it.
- It’s you. The next big thing.
- I LOVE YOU. So go and fucking love yourself.

Last but not least, my personal contribution to the set of wisdom, THE BRILLIANTESTESTESTEST OF BRILLIANT IDEAS AND REALIZATIONS OF MINE EVER (drum roll) you can believe in whatever you feel like, but as long as it concerns me, I BELIEVE IN WORKING MY ******* ASS OFF to make it happen!




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Seduce my phoenix in the rhythm of Rio!

Triya during Rio de Janeiro Fashion Week

DJ Paulo Arruda on AFROgliuck’sNoizeWave on the last Monday before the Easter a.k.a. the feast of the rebirth! May this week bring the great pre-kick-offs for the raise of your inner Phoenix!

I’m happy to say that my week kicks off with some cool news for the promising brighter future. And now it’s time to get back on track to continue the pursue of brighter and exciting tomorrow. I push play and get in chilled vibes to make the perfect soundtrack for productive and sunny today. Join the club! Push play!

Cheers, my Dears!

Always Yours,


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Handmade fancy-shmancy Heaven on Earth

*On Sundays Even Jesus Is Having Lazy Afternoons

.. but I wasn’t! I was on a mission! I had these 8 meters of two colors massive ribbon-rope huge beads decorated necklaces bought in India loooong time back and had no clue what to do (with them). So eventually the enlightenment (:D ) has come! I turned them into the pretty cool absolutely wearable tribal - fashion forward necklace. I must mention, pretty heavy necklace.. And by “pretty heavy” I mean 1,03 kg of heavy necklace. Yet still, you must admit, it really looks kinda cool and it’ll definitely work perfectly well as statement jewelry piece for me!

p.s. Yeah, Jesus, keep lazying around, while I will keep building my version of the Heaven on the Earth. Colorful, sparkling, edgy, exotic and fancy-shmancy Heaven on Earth!

Cheers, My Dears,


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My Dear Taj, where do your midnight runaways take you to?

Open air verandah at Taj Palace, New Delhi

I’m so flattered to be able to share with you one of my favorite places of my life in New Delhi! We’ve had some awesome midnight runaways and serious discussions with my Indian brother of another mother here. The first time I was taken here by him was because everything else in Delhi was already closed since it was just simply really too late night. Yet this place is always welcoming! And even though it’s not allowed to sit at the tables outside along the pool during the night, we’d always somehow convince the wonderfully hospitable staff to let us to do that! And last but not least, actually the most important - what we would always order - THE CAMOMILE TEA served with piece of heaven tasting almond biscuits! Oh, and sometimes, when it would get more like a really early morning than late night, the peacocks would start their early morning serenades behind the garden. Just like a fairytale in the XXIst century, ah? ;) If you ever happen to be in Delhi, India, this experience is something you simple must go through your self. Really.

I mean, really, what could you beat the cozy or sometimes extremely intense yet always interesting chats in amazing midnight under the mood shine in the middle of Delhi, yet quiet like in the space, pool side open air verandah with beautiful exotic jungle-like Taj Palace garden and hot camomile tea reminding own home and camomile aroma soaked endless meadows in Lithuania with?!

Cheers from sentimental memory card called “Home away from Home. New Delhi Edition”


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Pleasure of inhibition a.k.a. Light dose before the sweet dreams

(the Parrosus)

They say music tells a lot about the personality. Well this piece of “Afterlife” is 99% so me! In the whole set of TAO (the second video below) I reckon my self a lot too. So what does that all mean?

5th. & Avenida - Afterlife

TAO - Lounge 5

After a decent dose of perfect harmony of sounds it’s high time to fly.

Sweet Dreams

A. Gliuck

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You don’t choose diamonds - diamonds choose you

“Simply the symbol of liberty” for Chanel.

In my case, I always heard them saying “Follow the brightest shining star”. I did.

Diamonds was the breaking point for me, where it all turns changed completely. My world went upside down. I followed the brightest shining star and it guided me well. Now I can’t add more than just the repeated fundamental rule once again: you don’t choose diamond - diamonds choose you.

p.s. I guess, after all, we all have our own dope we get high on. This one is mine.

Cheers, My Dears,


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“Eventually all the pieces fall into places.. Until then laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for the reason”

Tonight I’m W.A.N.D.E.R.I.N.G.W.O.N.D.E.R.L.A.N.D. with Yonderboi - Another Geometry On AFROgliuck’sNoizeWave:

Cheers, My Dears!

Always Yours and tonight with the aura of fuchsia,


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Muito bom esta música a.k.a. Tonight we dream in Portuguese

Super Mind blowing lounge remix of original Nina Simone - Feeling good song at 52:30! You simply must hear that! (Since I’ve noticed in the comments I’m not the only one intrigued about who the author of this remix is, I’ve just sent the email to João Martins to get the whole track list of the full set, I posted below. My, dears, Stay tuned and You’ll be rewarded with some lovely pieces of new sugar to your ears! )

Tonight we dream in Portuguese along with awesome set by João Martins on AFROgliuck’sNoizeWave:


Cheers, My Dears,

Always Yours,


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One year in 24 hours = 2012+2013

..This is how the whole year was gone in 24 hours..

Date: December 31st eve, 2012

Who would be the ones I would even sacrifice my soul to Satan for? - these two! - my most beloved & always in crime of sin.
…and then the Hell opened…
(Kinky in Vatican - NYE 2013)


Date: January 1st, 2013

INSTRUMENTAL BEGINNINGS: Somethings old, something new, something blue.

Masta Ace-Take a Walk (Instrumental) on AFROgliuck’sNoizeWave:

P.S. I’m incredibly grateful to have gotten a chance to celebrate the New Year 2013 with the ones that are a part of me.. because:

1. January 2nd, 2013, 3 a.m.: Isejau sielos savo vaduot (eng. off to rescue my soul).

2. January 3rd, 2013, 1 a.m.: “When nothing’s for sure, anything can happen”. AMEN! - That’s exactly how my 2013 is starting. (Let’s see what adventures will be brought in) - He said “jump”, she said “no, he said “jump”, she said “no”, he said “jump” - she jumped and flew.”

3. January 3rd, 2013, 9:48 a.m.: “Morning coffee & bags: hitting the road again

4. January 3rd, 2013, 6 p.m.: “Welcome to the little capital of fjords

5. January 5th, 2013, 3:47 p.m.: Getting introduced personally to the original & iconic “Skream” by Munch in Oslo art heart @Munch Museet

6. January 5th, 2013, 6:20 p.m.: 118 km from Oslo @Sandefjord Airport

7. January 6th, 2013, 1:38 a.m.: 2,4 km from the geographic center of Europe.

8. January 6th, 2013, 10:59 p.m.: almost crying to be about to say “goodbye” and to loose one of the two ‘I’d sacrifice my soul to Satan for’ in one week..

9. January 7th, 2013: today.

January 8th, - … , 2013: Hold on tight - we’re taking off & no one’s aware of landing what so ever..


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It’s high time for new traditions in 2013!

Dear all Friends!

It’s been quite a year for me, full of discoveries and beautiful moments, just because of you all. You are awesome!

It’s 5 p.m. (Lithuanian time) and in stead of writing the ‘New Year Resolution’, I am writing the ‘Letter of Gratitude’ first. I woke up this morning and it literally flashed in front of me - all incredible coincidences and happenings, people of so many cultures, religions and lifestyles, incredible diversity of sounds and the most important I find of my 2012 - all wisdom so many people shared with me this year!

I can literally say that 2012 has changed my life & I can’t put into words how grateful for all that I am. And I can say very honestly: I wouldn’t change any single thing! I swear! This is how much valuable and precious everything about 2012 has been!

I invite you as well to start a new tradition: write two letters to your self:

1. Write down all the things of 2012 you are grateful for & 2. write the ‘New Year Resolution’. And of course, I wish you that it all comes true so that all the things, people and moments would eventually appear on your “I’m grateful for 2013′ letter!


With a lot of love, faith, gratitude and MAGIC,

Always Yours,


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